Living in Ukraine during Russia’s full-scale invasion is a daunting experience, as one Kyiv-based producer, Dima, known as BADWOR7H, can attest. Music has been a form of escapism for Dima since he was 10 years old when he stumbled upon FL Studio and began producing music. Over time, he delved into the underground genre of Hard Bass, but during the pandemic, he felt disillusioned and decided to change directions. Teaming up with a friend, they produced an EP titled KYIVENERGO, initially in Russian but changed to Ukrainian after the invasion. Despite the challenges and risks, Dima stayed in Kyiv due to martial law restrictions and lack of financial resources.
The invasion had a significant impact on Dima’s emotions and music, leading him to create the concept of ‘relative safety’. He prefers to live fully for a shorter period rather than living in fear and anxiety for a prolonged time. Despite explosions and air raid sirens blaring over Kyiv, Dima’s taste in harder music genres has somewhat desensitized him to these sounds. Electronic music has now been infiltrated by the sound of sirens, causing Ukrainian DJs to select music cautiously to avoid triggers. Dima finds the war creeping into unexpected places, influencing his music creation process.
As the invasion intensifies, Russia has targeted Ukraine’s energy infrastructure, leading to rolling blackouts. This has impacted Dima’s ability to create music as he relies on electricity for his gear. Amidst the chaos and uncertainty, creating music serves as a coping mechanism for Dima, helping him deal with anxiety and mental health challenges. Despite the risks and hardships, he remains rooted in Kyiv due to his deep connections and responsibilities, including offering music production courses and contributing to the local music scene.
The atrocities committed by Russian forces in places like Bucha have instilled fear and a sense of urgency among Ukrainians. Dima acknowledges the bravery of soldiers confronting the aggressor but is hesitant to join the army, fearing the bleak outcomes it may lead to. With the Ukrainian government lowering the conscription age and urging men to update their details for potential mobilization, Dima grapples with the difficult choice between facing the front lines or risking the horrors witnessed in other occupied territories. The sense of belonging and cultural identity keep Dima grounded in Ukraine, despite the challenges and uncertainties brought about by the invasion.
In the midst of chaos and destruction, music continues to be a source of solace and resilience for Dima and many Ukrainians. The power of music to unite, heal, and provide an escape from the harsh realities of war is evident in the stories of artists like Dima. As he navigates the challenges of living in a war-torn country, Dima remains determined to contribute to the local music scene and uphold the spirit of resistance and resilience that defines Ukraine in the face of adversity. His journey is a testament to the power of creativity and community in times of turmoil and uncertainty.
